Do you know those moments where you realize that things are not what they seem, or even worse or better, but usually they are just complicated? Complex moments, events, people, thoughts, experiences, memories, history, etc. Well, sometimes I go to bed thinking about that, sometimes I wake up with it. Sometimes it just happens when I talk to people. A fraction of a second can define everything you know and rethink things and screw with feelings.
You might know better, your body might do something totally different and make you feel uncomfortable about so many things.
But now that I wrote this down here .. it’s out of my system, and I can move on. Thanks for listening.